Friday, December 11, 2009

comprehensively incomprehensible...

I comprehend we knew it right from the start...
our union had no logic, but it had all the heart...
what I don't is how to put an end...
to a moment, a day, when I don't hold ya'r hand...

I comprehend that am a moth attracted to the flame...
will fight with my Almighty, can die but can't be tame...
what I don't is why my surreal wish destiny couldn't share...
why I crave for love, when ya gave me plenty care...

I comprehend that I dream 'coz am still not dead...
parched eyes now although veins didn't bled...
what I don't is why am a dead soul yet I walk...
a vagabond spirit, maybe that's why, ya I stalk...

I comprehend that I ain't ya'r book, but just a torn page...
realisation is frustrating but have no rage...
what I don't is if we have different path, separate door...
why 'en incorrigible I, still want to look for something more...

I comprehend that maybe I am an uncovered tear...
but dime a dozen not, only for ya I fear...
what I don't is why 'en ya find me selfish...
if all I ever wanted was a glimpse of ya'r bliss...

I comprehend am insane, insanely putting a quantum on love...
fly sky high my love, never be a caged dove...
what I don't is how I go on when ya won't be there...
have nowhere to hide, my masked soul is bare...

I comprehend we aren't ever meant to be...
ya'r my goddess 'n I am ya'r barren tree...
what I don't is if ya want me or maybe not...
love to wish, wish to love but shall remain my final cot...

I comprehend have no future, there's no morrow...
ya'r my eternal star 'n all I reverted was bag full of sorrow...
what I don't is why there's a sky without ya or land...
God bless ya heaven, 'n hell forever be where I stand...

Amen!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

surreal desires...

wish I had the power to make ya mine...
goddess, forever ya'r the eternal sunshine...

wish I had the power to freeze the time...
ya'r the venus, ya'r the beauty sublime...

wish I had the power to join the joyride...
only ya can soothe my life's rough tide...

wish I had the power to conquer the seas...
God granting me ya, no more unheeded pleas...

wish I had the power to tame the peak...
ya'r my solitary ray in a life too bleak...

wish I had the power to find something true...
never ever fading, ya'r the rainbow with all perfect hue...

wish I had the power to be ya'r worth...
ya complete me, 'n 'en nothing is dearth...

wish I had the power to run high in sky...
ya showed me hope 'n now lame me can fly...

wish I had the power to be sane on the brink...
ya, my elixir of life, I really wanna drink...

wish I had the power to mold the impending...
promising ya my love with commitment unending...

wish I had the power to outrun the fate...
life would be a true bliss, if ya were my mate...

wish I had the power to gain the paradise...
nothing compares to ya, nothing else is suffice...

wish I had the power to pray 'n make it real...
our love is forever, wishes are but only surreal...

Friday, November 06, 2009

Economics...

It is the month of August on the shores of the Black Sea. It is
raining, and the little town looks totally deserted. It is tough
times, everybody is in debt, and everybody lives on credit.



Suddenly, a rich tourist comes to town. He enters the only hotel, lays
a 100 Euro note on the reception counter, and goes to inspect the
rooms upstairs in order to choose one.



The hotel proprietor takes the 100 Euro note and runs to pay his debt
to the butcher.



The butcher takes the 100 Euro note, and runs to pay his debt to the pig
grower.



The pig grower takes the 100 Euro note, and runs to pay his debt to
the supplier of his feed and fuel.



The supplier of feed and fuel takes the 100 Euro note and runs to pay
his debt to the town's prostitute that in these hard times, gave her
"services" on credit.



The hooker runs to the hotel, and pays off her debt with the 100 Euro
note to the hotel proprietor to pay for the rooms that she rented when
she brought her clients there.



The hotel proprietor then lays the 100 Euro note back on the counter
so that the rich tourist will not suspect anything.



At that moment, the tourist comes down after inspecting the rooms, and
takes his 100 Euro note, after saying that he did not like any of the
rooms, and leaves the town.



No one earned anything. However, the whole town is now without debt,
and looks to the future with a lot of optimism...







And that, ladies and gentlemen, is how the United States is doing
business today :-)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

A prayer from the heart...

ya'r my sight, ya'r my sense...
unwavering love 'n no pretense...
'n ya my goddess shall have it all...
I'd be ya'r cushion if, God forbid, ya fall...

our love is a melody, perfect in rhyme...
the blissful joy, treasured forever prime...
the hours with ya fly like a moment...
'n a moment with ya is worth a lifetime...

my love, ya deserve all, the eternity...
ya'r an angel ensuing me the sanity...
heaven without ya will be just a trace...
Almighty I see, beaming in ya'r face...

wish time freezes when am with ya...
'n praying it flies, the time ya'r away...
ya'r the the soulmate I always searched...
why 'en destiny twisted an irony, I say...

without ya, am like a dead man walking...
making no sense, every day is a flogging...
like a bird in a cage, struggling to flee...
surely all next lifetimes, we're meant to be...

Amen!

Monday, September 28, 2009

Immortal Love...

I wasn't convinced the rainbow was real...
until I saw it alive in ya'r beautiful smile...

I wasn't convinced I had a destination...
until ya held my hand 'n walked a mile...

I wasn't convinced that the earth moved...
until I savored the infinite joys in ya'r eyes...

I wasn't convinced the peaks were high...
until I dreamt too ya'r vision so wise...

I wasn't convinced the seas were deep...
until the crushing pain I felt when I saw ya cry...

I wasn't convinced the deserts would cultivate...
until ya made me resolute to live 'n try...

I wasn't convinced the skies were blue...
until ya granted me the wings to fly...

I wasn't convinced the dusk was dawning...
until ya gave me hope for the brighter sky...

I wasn't convinced if truly there was a heaven...
until ya filled the vacuum with all ya could give...

I wasn't convinced there was a viable God...
until ya came in my life 'n made me live...

Love ya more than ya thought I could... Love ya more than I thought I could...

wanting a slice of sky...

lost my emotions, ya tossed to grind...
now dump my heart too, outta ya'r mind...

yes no way, I can dare tame the gale...
everything I do, but still remains so pale...

am I a pawn pausing for ya'r next move...
humming ya'r tune, dancing to ya'r groove...

the promises, but then ya revert to same...
'coz ya rule sunshine, 'coz it's ya'r game...

why can't I be like ya, a distant refrain...
why is my crescent doomed for the constant pain...

mortally waiting for the immortal rain...
cold winters insure I forever remain insane...

am dying, waiting for the reassuring touch...
a desire my destiny finds a bit too much...

loving ya, wanting ya to live my dream...
but maybe I am fated to run outta steam...

goddess, ya'r forever the prayer I pray...
why then, my love loses way, 'n goes astray...

apparently I breathe, yet the life is mar...
running against time, running after my star...

Love ya more than ya thought I could... Love ya more than I thought I could...

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

an unending gratitude for an unparalleled attitude...

on a road less travelled, largely unknown...
losing way too often, am much too prone...

a miracle nonetheless for the parched land...
not a drop of water, endless miles of sand...

Almighty will, a blooming rose in the middle of a desert...
although nature is, it comes with the thorns imbibed to hurt...

is it really a half glass empty or a half glass full...
try as much, impossible it is, to milk a bull...

those who mattered 'n those who never made the cut...
not now a puzzle, absolutely clear as a rut...

endless pain when sweetness leaves a sour taste...
a lesson learnt hard is but never gone to waste...

apparently it's too little to gain, too much a pain...
yet abnormally, I long too, to be normal again...

Sunday, September 06, 2009

an apology to the life for an apology of a life...

the sun in dusk, in search of another day...
ironically still am a lost soul, a lovelorn bay...

a free spin, 'n blue sky is changing hue to gray...
dry parched sea, on a pyre a lifeless body lay...

no merit I find, but ya must have had ya'r reason...
was it ya, or was it the heartless fate plotting the treason...

a shattered broken ray of what seemed like a sunshine...
not my soul, not even heart, can't claim to have anything mine...

was I forever meant to be another needle in the sack of hay...
not what I want, what I pray, submissive to the games ya play...

no mercy, can't claim to own a slice of the heaven shown...
the hell thankfully, can nevertheless claim to be my own...

insanely breaching limit, fast love needlessly going brash...
go find ya'r importance, don't bother, am just a trash...

ya'r right, ya'r the light, 'n infinite I am the dark...
couldn't bite, couldn't fight, crazily continued to bark...

walking 'n falling down a happy rainbow mirage...
no choice, am forsaking life to the contrasting page...

uncaring covers of coldness exposing me numb...
ya didn't push, careless I was, just a sucking dumb...

nothing to feed, an empty vessel of love to find...
a beautiful implausible game, an unrelated uncaring mind...

I am a blind atheist losing his way to pray...
only but me to blame, am ready, go ahead 'n slay...

deaf oh Almighty, are ya, why I wasn't heard...
don't comprehend why sorry is, but an another five letter word...

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

listening the unsaid... ignoring the voices...

stark truth, the life finds us a trifling...
summers of love are way too chilling...
an unwilling chicken submits to culling...
never meant to be is the answer of mulling...

why pretend when souls aren't together...
ya'r life, my goddess, is in a different feather...
nothing I'd do could ever change the weather...
timeless time but now ashes left to gather...

among options was I just another one...
am stuck however hard I wanna run...
thought it was serious but seriously fun...
ya my last, 'n I'm ya'r first thing to shun...

beautifully sordid but a shattered romance...
am infinitely sorry to be the hindrance...
wasn't thinking, just loving every chance...
almighty but never planned for this dance...

hearing things that were never said...
ignoring voices trying hard to be fed...
feeling secure tied to the broken thread...
joys shredded, umpteen tears to be shed...

sands of time were always mounting...
blissful memories, now will be too haunting...
heart mourns silently why my brain is shouting...
can't calculate but this is the final counting...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

lost in interpretation...

impossibly immature is forever puerile...
chaotic compulsions making life sterile...
travelled far, yet another infinite mile...
simulating enthusiasm for a journey futile...

tied arms, chopped wings unable to fly...
go down deeper 'n never dare go high...
isolate the life, don't dream for sky...
sadistic laughter overpowering the cry...

a failed connection, a mirror of dour...
fake sweet taking detour to go sour...
sanity but near, peace yet still far...
gloom living nine lives, no way to mar...

an irresolute or am a dumb numb brave...
naively blessed or is it a fragile pave...
living in heaven or am under the grave...
not what I prayed but what Almighty gave...

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

moment of truth...

I feel ya, I see ya all around me baby...
ya are my world, ya are the eternity...

I see ya in the droplets of rain
raising life on the parched land again...

I see ya in the brightness of sun
erasing darkness as if it never begun...

I see ya in the blooming of flower
spreading fragrant filled hue every hour...

I see ya in the fulfilling grains of maize
calming sanity for overtly frenzied craze...

I see ya in the mighty waves of sea
washing away sadness, imprinting glee...

I see ya in the towering of zenith
forever ya'r truth overlapping my myth...

I see ya in the blowing cool wind serene
healing the needy, pain easing to wane...

I see ya in people I interact then 'n now
ya'r my religion, ya'r my sacred cow...

I see ya in the pages, feeding info I read
ya'r my luscious lusting, ya'r my need...

I see ya in the dreams that I weave
bonded forever, please never leave...

God, grant me Goddess... Amen!

losing my soul...

a game I play or is it a prayer I pray...
who's to judge me, who's to say...

treading the thin crust of love 'n lust...
what's not important, 'n what's must...

who's to decide 'n who's to lead...
enough ain't enough, surely my greed...

the luck that bonded us, is now biting...
a stiffening embrace no longer enticing...

thinking alike yet we also think apart...
insane cravings but is a slice of my heart...

probably the last ya'd see of the nymph...
I lose, hopefully ya'd always triumph...

lusting yet loving galore, nibbling even more silly...
go fly higher, tonite is right to part ways amicably...

show no mercy, am going against ya'r flow...
please move on, guess it's time to let go...

have an awesome life princess... farewell... grant me mess...

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Grant me... Deny me...

love for thought 'n thought for love,
then why my soul craves for more...
hard for time ain't ever a rhyme,
ya'r priority is unambiguously sure...
not the one who insanely loves ya,
but always the man ya love galore...
pray, no worry, if ya love me less,
'n ignore about, if I love ya pure...
but fatal are indifference whims,
wish I knew the illness, the cure...

want to know the way to go,
detached, tell me ya do it how...
knees still go trembling at ya'r sight,
yesterday, tomorrow 'n now...
my love goddess, am another fan,
abhor me but ya'r my sacred cow...
a rainbow of hues yet bound to falter,
the indifference streak 'n lack of plow...
just allow me to go if ya don't love,
I'd graciously bid farewell 'n take a bow...

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Irony...

the things ya do, the words ya say...
revive the spring in my lifeless may...
overlapping dusk with a bright new day...
my motionless soul jumps back to play...

ya bring me joy, ya bring me bliss...
lame would be life, when I'll miss...
eternity I find, whenever we kiss...
ya filled the vacuum, now nothing's amiss...

ya give me vision, ya make me sane...
nothing to lose 'n everything to gain...
ya'r smile manages to erase all pain...
a blistering desert getting immortal rain...

ya'r the rainbow with an immaculate hue...
a whiff of fresh air 'n all miseries flew...
grew slowly 'n steadily, our love subtly brew...
forever together in pain 'n gain, trust is the glue...

ya'r awesome, ya'r an absolute delight...
ya'r my sanity, my love ya'r my sight...
ya 'n I together are harmony right...
yet destiny still did keep an irony slight...

Friday, July 03, 2009

I pray...

amazingly is how ya'r able to convey...
inadequate is the matter of my gray...
it ain't about what ya did or didn't say...
ya'r always my sunshine 'n all I pray...

wish ya'r joys own the heaven 'n sky...
not outta ya'r life, never escaping to fly...
ain't just love, now a distance to try...
maybe 'en ya'r able to suss why I cry...

ya live merrily 'n succeed beyond all...
is forever my will, always my call...
reach higher skies, no stopping to fall...
but be cautious, for it's only ya I have all...

ya'r my prayer, won't want anyone to mess...
don't follow ya'r dreams, did I ever press...
my worst nightmare isn't hard to guess...
days are bright, but dusk can be ruthless...

sharing happiness is a part of the gear...
going apart doesn't mean won't be near...
my apprehensions are for ya to lear...
please also live the frights I fear...

comprehend the unsafe times we are in...
that is when 'n where it all begin...
rolling in schedules rockin to win...
just make sure life ain't tossed for spin...

always be cheerful, contended 'n gay...
springs in ya'r feet never daring to flay...
the lecherous I fear, don't fall a prey...
that is all I plead, that is all I pray...

Tanha manzil... Juda raaste...

alag raaston ne ki ab manzil tanha...
par tujh sa humsafar na dekha, na suna...

jo na dekha, no suna, par mehsoos kiya...
khuli aankhon se dekha ek haseen khawab jo maine piya...

labon ka faasla dilon ne na jaane kab mita diya...
teri judai mein tadpa, tujhe chu ke jiya...

tujhe paane ki bepanaah chahat, phir bhi reh gayi tang...
mere andhere se door, aur kisi mehfil mein thi shamma ki jung...

ho tera iqbal buland, gustakh ki yehi aakhri aarzoo...
rahoon ya na rahoon, tujh mein shamil rahegi meri rooh...

yeh zameen, yeh aasman, tere kadmon mein aake fanaa ho...
jannat, tujhe jannat mein dekho, dojakh mein mujhe nazaraa bayaan ho...

mera aks, jo aankhen band karte ho jayega juda...
rehnuma door jaye, par rehta phir bhi hai khuda...

rabb mere, rabb teri khair kare... khuda haafiz...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Think before ya speak...

A timely piece of advice …

Last night my wife and I were sitting in the living room, talking about
life...

In-between, we talked about the idea of living or dying.

I said to her:

'Dear, never let me live in a vegetative state, totally dependent on
machines and liquids from a bottle.



If you see me in that state I want you to disconnect all the contraptions
that are keeping me alive, I'd much rather die'.

Then my wife got up from the sofa with this real look of admiration
towards me...and proceeded to disconnect the TV, the Cable, the Dish, the
DVD, the Computer, the Cell Phone, the iPod, and the Xbox, and then went
to the fridge and threw away all my beer!!

I ALMOST DIED !!!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I want...

I want...

I want the dreams to live on 'n go fly a little more...

I want to freeze the time so that love you 'n I share is forever encore...

I want to live the dawn 'n the twilight thru your eyes...

I want to love 'n lust ya more till it's no longer a vice...

I want a world where you belong to me 'n I belong to you...

I want no limit, no boundaries to divide our love so true...

I want at the end of the road, you go to your destiny but don't bid farewell...

I want you blessed in heaven when without ya I'd be forever in hell...

I want to break free but wish to live my life trapped in your soul...

I want you to shine like a precious diamond 'n would gladly be the leftover coal...

I want to love ya insanely 'coz your presence makes me sane...

I want your smiles to be my boon yet never my concerns to be your bane...

I want God to bless ya like the unbiased love I will...

I want to find my way to your memories 'n lay there still...

I want my eyes to lie 'n smile back at you when you say it's time to go...

I want you my sunshine, forever happy 'n willing to grow...

I want you to be mine 'n then I'd have nothing more to want...

I want to die in your arms, my last wish I want Almighty God to grant...

Amen!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Syaah Roshni

roshan awaam ke tamaam jayaz gille shikveh,
muqaddar par andheri raat ka, ho woh kali syaah yun...

khamosh aankhen bayaan karti sard haqiqat,
ahal-e-mehfil mein rakhta lekin niyat-e-saaf hoon...

shab ki tamanna Illahi ne rakhi taar hai,
kyun tujhe phir Rabb ki iss muraad pe malaal hai...

bepanaah hai arzoo, teri chahat janoon sa,
kamjor khawaish se wafaa ka hua kyun ab aks juda...

dost hoon ya hoon ek sawaal farebi
mahashar ko hisaab karega Khuda...

Monday, May 11, 2009

Jannat

rabb ke vaaris mere humsafar, mere rehnuma...

ankhen nam meri, hoth lafz bina...

hawa ke saath wafa ko raazi hai ghata...

parwana qayamat ke sadke dhoondta shama...

hajoom mein tanha ho ke tere aks ko paane ki aarzoo...

tujhe jeetane mein khud ko harane ki justaju...

ab samundar pyaasa ho ke paani ki fariyaad karta hai...

tu aaye to mohabbat ko khuda mile...

Friday, May 08, 2009

comprehending NO... both N 'n O...

magical moments aplenty, quite a bountiful craze,
unaware when we got lost in an affection maze,
busy soaking the bliss, never stopping to count,
nothing else mattered, for our love was paramount...

sometime then the overcast sky cleared a tad,
exposing moments of truth, both happy 'n sad,
same journey, pray, why different destinations,
fear of losing something that I never had...

a dream to walk together with smiles 'n tears,
infinite love, yet staring zillion untold fears,
few doubts, ample trust heading to fore,
way past the bridge 'n down further more...

don't think, don't fret, darling sweet 'n kind,
I know my lust is crazy, my love is blind,
deserving none, getting all, yet wanting more,
forgive me, turn back 'n take a detour...

loving 'n living the rebuttal that now you paint blue...
N 'n O... is my worst nightmare come true...
promises to cross the bridge, now nothing to dare,
even if life ain't... my love you are, but only fair...

love ya forever... more than I want to... more than you want me to...