lost in interpretation...

impossibly immature is forever puerile...
chaotic compulsions making life sterile...
travelled far, yet another infinite mile...
simulating enthusiasm for a journey futile...

tied arms, chopped wings unable to fly...
go down deeper 'n never dare go high...
isolate the life, don't dream for sky...
sadistic laughter overpowering the cry...

a failed connection, a mirror of dour...
fake sweet taking detour to go sour...
sanity but near, peace yet still far...
gloom living nine lives, no way to mar...

an irresolute or am a dumb numb brave...
naively blessed or is it a fragile pave...
living in heaven or am under the grave...
not what I prayed but what Almighty gave...

moment of truth...

I feel ya, I see ya all around me baby...
ya are my world, ya are the eternity...

I see ya in the droplets of rain
raising life on the parched land again...

I see ya in the brightness of sun
erasing darkness as if it never begun...

I see ya in the blooming of flower
spreading fragrant filled hue every hour...

I see ya in the fulfilling grains of maize
calming sanity for overtly frenzied craze...

I see ya in the mighty waves of sea
washing away sadness, imprinting glee...

I see ya in the towering of zenith
forever ya'r truth overlapping my myth...

I see ya in the blowing cool wind serene
healing the needy, pain easing to wane...

I see ya in people I interact then 'n now
ya'r my religion, ya'r my sacred cow...

I see ya in the pages, feeding info I read
ya'r my luscious lusting, ya'r my need...

I see ya in the dreams that I weave
bonded forever, please never leave...

God, grant me Goddess... Amen!

losing my soul...

a game I play or is it a prayer I pray...
who's to judge me, who's to say...

treading the thin crust of love 'n lust...
what's not important, 'n what's must...

who's to decide 'n who's to lead...
enough ain't enough, surely my greed...

the luck that bonded us, is now biting...
a stiffening embrace no longer enticing...

thinking alike yet we also think apart...
insane cravings but is a slice of my heart...

probably the last ya'd see of the nymph...
I lose, hopefully ya'd always triumph...

lusting yet loving galore, nibbling even more silly...
go fly higher, tonite is right to part ways amicably...

show no mercy, am going against ya'r flow...
please move on, guess it's time to let go...

have an awesome life princess... farewell... grant me mess...