Grant me... Deny me...

love for thought 'n thought for love,
then why my soul craves for more...
hard for time ain't ever a rhyme,
ya'r priority is unambiguously sure...
not the one who insanely loves ya,
but always the man ya love galore...
pray, no worry, if ya love me less,
'n ignore about, if I love ya pure...
but fatal are indifference whims,
wish I knew the illness, the cure...

want to know the way to go,
detached, tell me ya do it how...
knees still go trembling at ya'r sight,
yesterday, tomorrow 'n now...
my love goddess, am another fan,
abhor me but ya'r my sacred cow...
a rainbow of hues yet bound to falter,
the indifference streak 'n lack of plow...
just allow me to go if ya don't love,
I'd graciously bid farewell 'n take a bow...

Irony...

the things ya do, the words ya say...
revive the spring in my lifeless may...
overlapping dusk with a bright new day...
my motionless soul jumps back to play...

ya bring me joy, ya bring me bliss...
lame would be life, when I'll miss...
eternity I find, whenever we kiss...
ya filled the vacuum, now nothing's amiss...

ya give me vision, ya make me sane...
nothing to lose 'n everything to gain...
ya'r smile manages to erase all pain...
a blistering desert getting immortal rain...

ya'r the rainbow with an immaculate hue...
a whiff of fresh air 'n all miseries flew...
grew slowly 'n steadily, our love subtly brew...
forever together in pain 'n gain, trust is the glue...

ya'r awesome, ya'r an absolute delight...
ya'r my sanity, my love ya'r my sight...
ya 'n I together are harmony right...
yet destiny still did keep an irony slight...

I pray...

amazingly is how ya'r able to convey...
inadequate is the matter of my gray...
it ain't about what ya did or didn't say...
ya'r always my sunshine 'n all I pray...

wish ya'r joys own the heaven 'n sky...
not outta ya'r life, never escaping to fly...
ain't just love, now a distance to try...
maybe 'en ya'r able to suss why I cry...

ya live merrily 'n succeed beyond all...
is forever my will, always my call...
reach higher skies, no stopping to fall...
but be cautious, for it's only ya I have all...

ya'r my prayer, won't want anyone to mess...
don't follow ya'r dreams, did I ever press...
my worst nightmare isn't hard to guess...
days are bright, but dusk can be ruthless...

sharing happiness is a part of the gear...
going apart doesn't mean won't be near...
my apprehensions are for ya to lear...
please also live the frights I fear...

comprehend the unsafe times we are in...
that is when 'n where it all begin...
rolling in schedules rockin to win...
just make sure life ain't tossed for spin...

always be cheerful, contended 'n gay...
springs in ya'r feet never daring to flay...
the lecherous I fear, don't fall a prey...
that is all I plead, that is all I pray...

Tanha manzil... Juda raaste...

alag raaston ne ki ab manzil tanha...
par tujh sa humsafar na dekha, na suna...

jo na dekha, no suna, par mehsoos kiya...
khuli aankhon se dekha ek haseen khawab jo maine piya...

labon ka faasla dilon ne na jaane kab mita diya...
teri judai mein tadpa, tujhe chu ke jiya...

tujhe paane ki bepanaah chahat, phir bhi reh gayi tang...
mere andhere se door, aur kisi mehfil mein thi shamma ki jung...

ho tera iqbal buland, gustakh ki yehi aakhri aarzoo...
rahoon ya na rahoon, tujh mein shamil rahegi meri rooh...

yeh zameen, yeh aasman, tere kadmon mein aake fanaa ho...
jannat, tujhe jannat mein dekho, dojakh mein mujhe nazaraa bayaan ho...

mera aks, jo aankhen band karte ho jayega juda...
rehnuma door jaye, par rehta phir bhi hai khuda...

rabb mere, rabb teri khair kare... khuda haafiz...