Sunday, September 26, 2010

Losing all that was mine... to someone who never was...

merrily I wandered in dark, until I saw a ray...

sure it appeared like the sunshine of an eternal day...

surreal or was I hallucinating, an atheist began to pray...

did I see God, or was this a game destiny wanted to play...

I took few familiar steps into an unknown domain...

was told there are joys to share along with the pain...

staking all, but aware, I wasn't meant to gain...

believing it a mirror, finding reflection in a pane...

parched desert hopelessly seeking it's share of rain...

sure wasn't meant to be yet I was up to the task...

incorrigible became vulnerable sans any mask...

ironically 'en it dawned was always in dusk...

insanely building a castle on a whiff of musk...

start till the end, what now seems a sour bargain...

losing all I had, yet not an iota I could reclaim...

loggerheads with Almighty, yes I take all the blame...

I wander, not so merrily, in dark, forever again...


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The rise... 'n the downfall...

... aks ke saath ka janoon bhi mukammal nasamjh tha meri tarah...

... judaa ho jayega shaam hogi jab, yeh soch khud ko jalaata raha...


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The fake that I am... starting right from my smile...

... tauba toh kar li hai maine ab bevajeh muskurane se yun...

... phir bhi kehkahe laga rahi hai haar pe zindagi, na jaane kyun...


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Breaking news...

... thoda gumm hoon ya zyada zaaya, mujhe apni khabar ka pata nahin...

... sayano se suna hai zehar ko chaashni samajhne ka gunehgaar hoon...
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