impossibly immature is forever puerile...
chaotic compulsions making life sterile...
travelled far, yet another infinite mile...
simulating enthusiasm for a journey futile...
tied arms, chopped wings unable to fly...
go down deeper 'n never dare go high...
isolate the life, don't dream for sky...
sadistic laughter overpowering the cry...
a failed connection, a mirror of dour...
fake sweet taking detour to go sour...
sanity but near, peace yet still far...
gloom living nine lives, no way to mar...
an irresolute or am a dumb numb brave...
naively blessed or is it a fragile pave...
living in heaven or am under the grave...
not what I prayed but what Almighty gave...
