I won't ever know...

... naa-aashnaa mein habeeb dhoondta maahir ek deewana...
... mili nakaami, jab dosto mein ek ajnabi ko nahi pehchaana...

... zeal to find a friend in a group of random strangers is a blessing...
... failure to distinguish a stranger within the friends is a curse...

... cursed with a blessing; or have I been blessed with a curse... I won't ever know...