comprehensively incomprehensible...

I comprehend we knew it right from the start...
our union had no logic, but it had all the heart...
what I don't is how to put an end...
to a moment, a day, when I don't hold ya'r hand...

I comprehend that am a moth attracted to the flame...
will fight with my Almighty, can die but can't be tame...
what I don't is why my surreal wish destiny couldn't share...
why I crave for love, when ya gave me plenty care...

I comprehend that I dream 'coz am still not dead...
parched eyes now although veins didn't bled...
what I don't is why am a dead soul yet I walk...
a vagabond spirit, maybe that's why, ya I stalk...

I comprehend that I ain't ya'r book, but just a torn page...
realisation is frustrating but have no rage...
what I don't is if we have different path, separate door...
why 'en incorrigible I, still want to look for something more...

I comprehend that maybe I am an uncovered tear...
but dime a dozen not, only for ya I fear...
what I don't is why 'en ya find me selfish...
if all I ever wanted was a glimpse of ya'r bliss...

I comprehend am insane, insanely putting a quantum on love...
fly sky high my love, never be a caged dove...
what I don't is how I go on when ya won't be there...
have nowhere to hide, my masked soul is bare...

I comprehend we aren't ever meant to be...
ya'r my goddess 'n I am ya'r barren tree...
what I don't is if ya want me or maybe not...
love to wish, wish to love but shall remain my final cot...

I comprehend have no future, there's no morrow...
ya'r my eternal star 'n all I reverted was bag full of sorrow...
what I don't is why there's a sky without ya or land...
God bless ya heaven, 'n hell forever be where I stand...

Amen!